It's the end of the world, but I'm laughing in your face.
If I have to die tonight, I just wanna die.. alone...
We can never die.. That may be true, but I can.
This disease I call a heart is growing numb to the world.
My stitches have come undone and my scars are alone.
I'm not going to look back.
I'm not going to look back.
I'm not going to look back
FUCK.
My mind is a broken blister.. ugly and painful to the touch...
Yet turns to callousness and becomes stronger.
This death should be a new beginning...
But it feels like the first time..
It feels like the last time...
This state of emptiness has my heart as it's capitol
I think I want to secede from the Union of life..
The smiles on my wrists have disappeared, but I can still feel them.. stronger than ever
I see a light at the end of the tunnel... It's get closer...
Fuck.
Or is it just an oncoming train... to bring more pain?
My guardian angel fell asleep at the wheel..
And crashed my mind into the wall of harsh reality
Stick the needles in my brain.. pick me apart...
Help me get this disease out of my head..
I'm trying, but it always seems to stay
Fuck these images in my head..
Forever flashing through my mind
The voices loop over and over like a broken record intent on killing me
killing me.. killing me... killing me.. killing me... killing me.. killing me.. killing me..
This time.